Deactivating my Twitter account means I have a major case of FOMO – Fear Of Missing Out (even if I only did it 3 hours ago.)
It’s the main reason why I haven’t deactivated it before when I knew it was what I needed.
I fear I will miss out on new posts from the bloggers and writers I admire so much. (I have subscribed by email to a lot but I know there are some I have missed out.)
I fear I will miss out on supporting the friends that I’ve made on Twitter when they are going through tough times and this will makes me feel like a very bad friend (so many of them have always been there for me and I am incredibly grateful for them.)
I fear people will forget about me.
I fear people won’t actually miss me (and who would when I’ve been in such a bad mood lately.)
But most of all I fear that if I don’t take a big step back to try and forget what is causing me so much emotional pain I will sink even further into the extremely depressive state I have been in for the past few days (or 9 months depending on how you look at it.)
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