A couple of years ago in my head I thought a threesome always had to be FFM, I’m not sure why. Maybe it’s the mainstream media portrayal of them, in all the films (porn not included) and tv shows I’ve watched I don’t recall ever seeing a MMF threesome (If you know of one please do let me know) It always seems to be a man trying to convince his girlfriend to have one with some girl he really wants to have sex with.
Now I think about it, I find it very odd that the thought of a MMF threesome never crossed my mind before and it never occurred to me that I would like the idea of it so much, that was until I read Exhibit A’s story Your Turn.
That was it, my mind had been opened to something completely different, something that actually turned me on a hell of a lot (that could just be something to do with his writing though) Something that is now probably my biggest sexual fantasy.
I find it hard to completely explain why this scenario has become my biggest fantasy.
I think it’s to do partly with being the one calling the shots. Having two men attracted to you and having them there just for your pleasure, two mouths, two sets of hands, two cocks, what’s not to enjoy?
Being fucked by one guy and sucking another one’s dick. Being fucked by a guy while he is being fucked by the other guy. Being fucked by both guys at the same time, one in my pussy and one in my arse, feeling so completely full. These are now all major turn ons for me.
I think this quote from Tabitha Rayne’s story The Dinner Guest says it all.
” “Take it,” he says and I’m back in myself, two cocks forcing their way inside. Using me, adoring me. Worshipping me as their woman of fuck”
FFM threesomes have never even appealed to me, again something I can’t completely explain, I think that has something to do with my insecurities and possibly feeling in competition with the other girl.
One thing I do know is that I don’t think this is a fantasy that I will ever fullfill, I just don’t have the sexual confidence or the emotional stability to handle such an intense experience, I hope someday maybe I will.