Do you remember having to do those trust exercises at school where you would have to fall backwards and people would catch you? I could never do it, even with my best friends I couldn’t do it. It’s not that I didn’t trust them, it’s just that I really didn’t want to fall backwards!
Trust is a tricky thing though, like the picture above says, it takes years to make, seconds to break and a lifetime to repair.
I have written about someone breaking my trust a couple of months ago. It has made me particularly wary about who I can trust, even more so with what has happened recently.
I am a trusting person in general. I hate that I still have issues ingrained into me from being cheated on by The Ex especially now as we have been apart more than 6 years. The thing is I’ve never really had the chance to put my trust in a man since The Ex, that’s the main problem with being permanently single.
I have a friend that lost her faith and trust in men so much that she went off them completely and was with girls for 6 years. She has now found a man that has restored her trust in men and they are blissful happy.
That is what I want.
I want a man that can prove to me that he is worth trusting.
I want a man I can trust to be honest with me.
I want a man who I can trust to know my limits but to still push at my boundaries, intellectually and more importantly sexual.
I just want to be able to trust someone completely and with all my heart.
Obviously I want a man that can trust me to do all these things to.
Whether I am in just a casual sexual relationship with a man or it is love, trust is the most important thing to me and if you break my trust, more fool you.